Zhang, 32, owned an e-commerce livestreaming business in Hebei, northern China, while his wife stayed at home to care for their child.
He hadn’t started out wealthy. Zhang began his career as a low-level employee at an e-commerce service company, earning just 5,000 yuan a month (around $690). Over the course of eight years, he gradually grew his income to 20,000 yuan and then to an annual salary of 300,000–500,000 yuan ($41,000 – 69,000).
In 2021, after years of saving, Zhang and his wife bought a new 120-square-meter apartment. They were full of hope for the future. But then the pandemic hit — and everything changed.
Zhang’s first impressions of America had taken root more than a decade earlier. In his early twenties, he was a regular viewer of Xiaoshuo (“Talks With Gao Xiaosong”), a hugely popular Chinese talk show. On the show, Gao spoke casually but insightfully about Western institutions, history, and how Americans enjoyed political freedoms, legal rights, and the dignity of choice. Zhang came to see the U.S. as “a beacon of democracy,” where anyone could live a decent life through hard work. That idea stuck with him for years. It took a crisis to bring it to the surface.
In late 2020, at the height of COVID-19, Zhang’s infant daughter began showing strange eye movements, a persistent twitch. She had been born prematurely and had already survived two serious lung infections. Concerned about her fragile health, Zhang feared the worst.
He and his wife rushed to Beijing Children’s Hospital, hoping to see a neurologist. But before they could even explain, the doctor asked for their travel history via China’s mandatory COVID “health code” app, which tracked users’ movements and exposure risks.
When he saw that their registered household was in Shijiazhuang, a city with active COVID cases, the doctor refused to see them. He called security and had the family escorted out of the clinic.
“Get out,” he said. “We don’t accept patients from there.”
Zhang pleaded. , explaining that he didn’t live in Shijiazhuang, that he was only registered there, and offeredoffering to keep the visit off the official record so the doctor wouldn’t face liability. But none of it worked. All he wanted was a verbal confirmation: that his child wasn’t having seizures, but this reassurance never came.
“There was no compassion,” Zhang said. “He wasn’t acting like a doctor. He was just protecting his job.”
During the COVID-19 lockdown, Zhang also had started watching Chinese-language YouTube channels hosted overseas, particularly those that analyzed China’s economy using official data.
“The more I watched, the more scared I got,” Zhang said. “Sometimes, I’d wake up at night soaked in sweat.”
Between the anxiety over his child’s health and the bleak economic forecasts, Zhang’s faith in the future began to collapse. He decided he couldn’t wait any longer.
To leave China, Zhang sold an old apartment and his BMW X5. The new home had just been renovated, with over 100,000 yuan poured into it. Letting it go felt too hard, so they kept it, partly for comfort, partly as a backup plan.
He moved his assets into a Hong Kong bank account.
“I wasn’t afraid of being poor,” he said. “I was afraid that when I wanted to leave, I’d be trapped.”
Zhang didn’t hesitate. The only painful part was leaving his father who had been diagnosed with multiple system atrophy, a rare neurodegenerative disease with no known cure.
Doctors gave him only a few years to live.
“I may never see him again,” Zhang said. “But he supported my decision.”
With his father’s blessing, Zhang boarded a plane with his wife and daughter, and left everything else behind.